Shine on my Pooh
- tracey - foxx

I miss you Desiree! No one can ever replace you,your voice,your laugh! You were a force to be reckoned with!
- tracey - foxx

I miss you so much Pooh! You will forever be my Pooh
- tracey - foxx

I miss you more and more everyday Pooh! Still isn’t real!
- tracey - foxx

Missing you and all your voices,weird faces,and personalities! You could make everyone laugh,and cry at the same time! You were strong,talented and so powerful when you were at your best!This world did not deserve you! You left two beautiful children to carry out your legacy! Thank you for allowing us to choose Legacy’s name and for trusting me to love Siona until you could! You showed me your heart! And you showed your unconditional love for Siona by making the right decisions and to prove to your family you could be a mother to both your daughters!Fly high my Pooh,I know you are with me!I will love you forever!
- tracey - foxx

Since you went Home I’ve reread every one of your letters,cried so hard over your videos and pictures! I’m going to miss your laugh and all your crazy faces! I know you are at peace and free now Pooh! Knowing your dreams and hearts desires have all come true now! Legacy and Siona have their angel now!
- tracey - foxx

Pooh I’m so devastated and not being able to show our respect to you hurts worse! Yet, your twin and whole Foxx family got to see the woman you were becoming, the mother you desired to be! We say your transformation and love for Siona and Legacy! We had and will always have your heart! We experienced your truth Pooh and we will forever be broken! I know you are singing in heavens choir and tattooing all them angels! I’m at peace knowing your Pop-Pop and uncle Niek and Hulk met you there Pooh! I will look for you in every song you ever sang to me and will hear your laugh in every joker movie!Thank you Pooh for trusting me and for knowing I believed in you even when you couldn’t believe in yourself!
- tracey - foxx

Pooh I can not stop dreaming of you, watching your videos! I miss our daily conversations and your beautiful face! Nothing is the same! I want to talk to you so bad, hear you tell me” gooot day” or “oh no f… ! Pooh!”Thank you for allowing me to love you and for returning that love! I miss you so much and know you are at peace! Your favorite song “heaven” by Kane brown has a whole new meaning now! Just wish you were here Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

Wrecked by Imagine Dragons! Wish you were here for one more rainy day! I miss you Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

I keep listening to you sing to Siona! You were at your very best with your daughter! I am at peace knowing you loved yourself so much to stay healthy for her! I know you whisper in your daughters ears every day and night and I know you are showering them both with angel kisses! I had the best moments of you the last 12 months and I cherish those memories! Continuous photographs in my mind and heart!Thank you Pooh for trusting me! You kissed my whole face on Sept 19,2023 when I picked you up and almost broke my legs big as you were! Crying and laughing the whole time! And seeing you,feeling you love Siona are the best moments I was blessed to witness! Your love and light are radiating now! Song on pooh
- Tracey foxx

Still isn’t real! Miss you so much Pooh!I reread your words you wrote everyday “take it easy on you too,you deserve it,I love you”! Or how you told me you were proud of me! For what?! I miss you Pooh
- Tracey Foxx

Nothing seems to make these days easier! I still wait on your call! I’m no one’s secretary now! I will forever throw you 143’s and this time you know exactly what it means! I miss you so much Dessi Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

Everyday you show me little signs you are here with us! I am so proud of the woman you had become the last 12 months! Legacy and Siona became your transformation Pooh! I hate that you aren’t here to call,to sing to me,yell at me and cry with me! I miss being your secretary and hearing you rant and rave on the movies and songs you loved! I miss you every moment of every day Pooh! Run with Hulk, and sing and dance Pooh! No worries, I now know who was and always will be your biggest fan!Our secret!
- Tracey Foxx

Sitting around friends,you my Pooh were the topic of conversation! Heard a song called”tombstone” by Rod wave”since they love sayin my name,make sure you write the truest to the Kringle game!On my tombstone when they bury me,by the river they will carry me!Finally I’ll be resting in peace finally finally”! We shared memories of your 21st birthday where we danced outside with you and Leandra! A random stranger handed you a 100$ for your bday! and your face lit up and was drenched with tears! I will forever hold these memories and cherish them!You are love and light in everything I see Pooh! I just miss you, twin does too!We try to ease the pain of your absence with the knowing you are with your 4 aces! We love you Pooh
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh,most days are just a blur,still not believing that the last hug, last cry was our last period! I replay every word, every laugh,every song,and speak on you daily! We miss you, the real healed you! We trust and try to be at peace with knowing you gave us your heart, your sobriety! We got to experience your new beginning and it was so amazing to see to feel! Others didn’t know the truth, your truth, and that’s ok! We knew and that’s what you wanted! Twin isn’t the same and is never going to be and no one could take that from either of you! You gave us the best gift and that was a stable,solid,trusting relationship with you! I will love you for forever and even though you weren’t mine biologically you were mine!
- Tracey Foxx

Today we painted our room your favorite colors ad I found more of your letters! I reread every one of them Pooh! In the one you sent me we were talking about your mother and how you wanted to prove to her you loved her and wanted to share your forgiveness with her.I could feel your pure genuine heart and clear mind in all your words.You we're transforming to be the woman you knew you could be! I say your nickname both of them so many times day.I will never forget asking you not to tattoo "f...!Pooh!!"on your leg! And my name too All of our memories flood me everyday and the tears won't stop lowing pooh.i have a poem you wrote and your memorial is huge my Pooh like you!Keep singing my Pooh! Shine your love and light on Legacy and Siona!Twin loves and misses you.We were wide eyed to the signs you allowed us to see today!In your letter you wrote"twin,mommy,I'm still here"!In my heart I know you are and that eases my pain a lil.Until you greet me again,shine on Pooh.
- Tracey Foxx

Harley Quinn birds of prey is where you chose Siona's name.we had so many names chosen before you even knew she was a girl.Originated from Sionis!You said it was chosen on the only normal day you had free.,with a clear mind and your 'friend" wrote the name Sionis for a boy.That was when you first found out you were pregnant.From day two of your pregnancy you made it clear we would know this baby.We had so many names chosen until you had it in your heart that she would be Siona! She from the beginning was so strong and knew her mother,felt you ,heard you sing to her, experience every part of her in your pregnancy.you showed us, your father your blood your twin that you had genuinely changed for Siona,yet most importantly for yourself ! We were in your transformation and had become your village.Its been exactly a month and I can't stop crying even tho I can hear you telling me to stop crying even tho you know I'm crying! I hear you in every Tennessee whiskey and strawberry wine song...
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! I light your candles everyday and say my daily prayers to my Dude(God) and you! I miss you and always have so much to say to you! Most days I’m mad and hurt! I just miss you! I miss hearing that I’m your favorite fan and to keep it a secret! I look at your pictures everyday and just wish I never let you leave! Yet, I knew you desired the most to prove yourself for Legacy and Siona!I love you!
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! I remember us going fishing on Paige Rd and I got stuck on a tree we couldn’t see! I’m tugging for all my might….you watching me like a hawk as always,waiting to see me f…! Up or succeed! Umm ,no,no success this time! I pulled and those weights and hook came up out that water ,over the bridge and into my face!You were laughing and screaming at me at the same time! Was a sight to see and I’m glad we were there in that memory with you! You stayed laughing at me,with me! I’ve so many recordings of your voice and remember you so excited to share how well you sang “chandelier” to me and your father…your father,your twin!I remember us fishin with Lee and couldn’t catch nothin because it was so windy and you got so aggravated that I did things backwards yet,you had the patience,imagine that,to teach me! Yes,we had many bad moments,yet,God always brought you back to me to your twin! Until He our Dude needed you more! Was a blessing being a part of you…the real Desiree!Shine Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

“I’ll be seeing you”! Iam Tongi
- Demarco Foxx

Wow Pooh! You have surely proven you are still and always will be with us! When “Twin” talks you respond! Keri said to leave you and Buddy to do y’all’s talkin! Lights blinking even off! The lullaby “You are my sunshine” gets brought to us on a daily basis! You are now our Alexa! Most can call us crazy until they experience you themselves! Thank you for being so powerful you can communicate with us! I always told you to learn your own love and light and all forgiveness would fall into its place for you naturally!! You were in your process Pooh and we saw that! Felt your transformation! We would love to see your wings and we know exactly your colors Pooh! Red and black,the 4 aces!
- Tracey Foxx

Thanksgiving was hard Pooh! We miss you so much yet, you make sure to let your twin know you are here! Didn’t celebrate really, ate and went to bed! It’s a struggle daily not hearing your voice or the phone rings and it’s not you! We know where your heart truly was! Thank you for showing us your hearts desires and living in your truth Pooh! We know your forgiveness and the changes you made to make sure you had a healthy baby girl! Siona was the biggest fight of your life! You felt a failure when Legacy wasn’t with you,in your care! I refused to allow you not to be a mother this time! You and I made the decisions for Siona to be able to have you and a life with you! No one could take her or that from you this time!And I promised you that if anything should happen to you that Siona would be with your siblings and Legacy!I It hurt to fulfill that wish my Pooh! Yet that’s what you wanted! Thank you for trusting and loving me Pooh! Until we are face to face again shine your love and light
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! With every moment I miss you, and think of you constantly! I heard something today that really hit me, because we had the same conversation! “You let me BE!”Those words hit harder this time because its meaning made sense now! You thank me for allowing you to be the mommy with Siona! It was made to be all about you and her! You felt every part of her! I have all the letters you wrote between you and her! Maybe one day she will get to read all the beautiful things y’all wrote to each other! I miss you and all your many many mommy compliments you gave me daily! I wish I could go back and allow you to smother my face with your kisses! I just miss you my Pooh
- Tracey Foxx

Rest in peace my BEAUTIFUL, LOVING & CARING FRIEND
- Dawn Byledbal

You got jokes always! I’m glad you found me when you did Pooh!I miss us writing our stories,and doing our lil ad libs! You were always amazed with my writing and praised me about it! Maybe one day I will write that book for you! I just miss you! When you were here in the physical,I poured myself into you,gave you my inner secrets,demons and we favored in so many ways! Now that I can’t hear you,see you,take care of you,it’s my love has nowhere to go…empty!I pray everyday for God to ease this pain! Tho I know I will never believe you gave up! I know you didn’t! Fly with your love and light Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

Missin you more today Pooh! This time last year ,at this time,we were chilling on the big t.v ,laughing and listening to you sing to us! I miss your voice so bad Pooh!Its hard daily without you!
- Tracey Foxx

I love you Desiree when I saw you when I first came into Rappahannock and I ran down the steps and cried on your shoulder . I'm so sorry desi. I love you so much
- Deklyn atkins

Missing you so much my Pooh! I know you are forever surrounding us!
- Tracey Foxx

This time of year is the hardest! Everyday is for real! This time last year we were laughing,joking,crying,talking for hours about absolutely nothing!I miss our bond,the connection you and I had from the beginning! I knew you,knew your every next move! I miss you knowing that no matter what I was going to come thru for you! Your trust in me meant everything! I could feel you in pain,feel you in trouble,or callin out for help! And sure as your name is Desiree,you would reach out to me! I miss being your secretary and biggest fan! Wish I could come to your rescue just one more time!I love you Pooh!Forever shine your love and light! Love “mommy”
- Tracey Foxx

I miss you my Pooh! Ryssa does too!Nothin is the same with you not here with us! I know you surround us! Just wish you were here….you are supposed to be here! I love you my Pooh! I hear your giggles in your wind chimes you loved! Forever shine your love and light Pooh! I miss your beautiful face and angelic voice!
- Tracey Foxx

A new year and goodbye to 2023! It’s not a happy new. Year because our memories aren’t new and won’t ever be! I carry you with me everywhere! I caress your necklace,your watch and your pictures everyday! I listen to you singing and watch all our videos together! I see “Pooh” everywhere in everything! You came into my life for reasons I will never understand and I don’t question our bond anymore!I love you my Pooh and needed you to be here with me ,us! I don’t want to go into 2024 without you Pooh! It’s sad that I have to move on!I love you so much and don’t feel this loss, this pain will ever go away! So today I will listen to Heaven by Kane brown and imagine you singing it to me face to face! I remembered a memory yesterday where you asked your father” where did you find her,things woulda been so different for us if she was my mommy” you showed me my place in your world and I’m forever grateful for our bond!fly high Pooh spread your love and light! Continue to show us your signs pooh
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! I try daily not to break down,not to go tear the streets up to avenge your passing! Yet,God stops my negative thoughts and sits me still! I relive our pictures,our,intimate bonding moments! I hear you all the time telling me I was the only one who really stood with and for you! You knew I believed in you and would never give up on you no matter what you had done! I just miss you! I love you so much Pooh! I don’t know how to grieve you! You are supposed to be here Pooh! I watch your videos and can’t believe you aren’t with us! Loving you was so easy,losing you is the hardest thing I’ve ever dealt with! Your father isn’t the same and won’t ever be! Your 3 tatted on your face has so much meaning now! When you left us it was only 3 you,Legacy,and Siona!Forever 3! Shine your love and light and keep playin with the lights!
- Tracey Foxx

I miss you my Pooh! I feel you with me and you show me all the time!Until I can be with you again, I miss you and love you for infinity pooh
- Tracey Foxx

F**K!! POOH!! It’s 2:14 am and neither twin nor myself can sleep! We are singing your songs and reminiscing on all our memories and mocking your many voices! Again you allow us to know you are ever present with us! There’s so much I wished was done differently,yet know it can’t be changed! We love you and miss you more than words can ever express! I’m honored you trusted me and confided in me with everything! I’m filled with your love and light knowing you knew and felt my love for you! Yes there were bad times,fueled mainly by your trauma and addiction,yes people you loved were hurt,you knew not what you were doing! Hurt people hurt people! You learned many a lessons your last bid! And we saw your dedication to having Siona healthy! You proved yourself in your end Pooh!Until we see you again,stay with your Twin! Your wind chimes that were in your room always allows us to hear your giggles! Fly Pooh and sing your love and light!
- Tracey Foxx

I miss you every moment of every day my Pooh! I don’t like you not being here! They say it gets easier,it doesn’t! I wish I had never let you walk out our door! All I can do is look at your pictures,watch your videos! Legacy and Siona are so beautiful Pooh! I know you are watching over them both my Pooh! You are forever missed and loved past infinity!
- Tracey Foxx

Can’t sleep,dreaming of you! The tears they just don’t ever stop! I light your candles and my whole room is. A shrine to my F**k!POOH!Everywhere I go I see Pooh and “you are my sunshine” everywhere! Just wish you were here and calling me right now! We would be laughing,crying and singing your latest favorite song! Hard to believe Legacy will be 2 and Siona 1! You did amazing and made beautiful little angels! Fly high,sing louder,and hold my spot Pooh! Thank you for forever allowing us to know and feel you are still with us! We love you Pooh
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh it’s my birthday and all I can think of and want with me is you! I think of you every minute of everyday and miss you so much! I can’t describe the pain of you not being with us! This time last year you were on the phone with me laughing and joking even crying! You were so pregnant with Siona,and so miserable for being where you were! We got thru a lot together huh?! I never wanted to imagine you not being with us Pooh! I feel your presence everyday just wish I could hug you,laugh with you,hear you tell me to “stop crying mommy”! I would give anything to go back and stop you from leaving! I love you Desiree my F**KPOOH” and I will represent you until the day I’m with you again!
- Tracey Foxx

My Pooh! I talk to you everyday,cry for you even more! Forever see you in everything around me! I question myself daily if you knew I loved you and would have always stood for you and by you!?pooh this pain is indescribable! I feel for your girls and it saddens me they didn’t get to know and experience you and your truth! I attempt to convince myself that you are at peace!it hurts so bad Pooh and Ican’t fake this emptiness without you! I have our journals and all my calendars for everyday you called,or showed up! No matter what you made sure to talk to me,to compliment me! I want you back so bad,just for one more song,one more video!I swear I wouldn’t let you go my Pooh!Your memorial is a shrine to you Pooh! You are still ever present and I love you forever my pooh
- Tracey Foxx

POOH!Puppy had her baby girl today! Odyssey Adore was born at 3:20 am! I know you kissed her before she graced us with her presence! All I can think about is picking Siona up from the hospital and cenai holding her! He ran down the halls of that hospital calling “Desiree”! It killed me being so close to you and not being able to hug you!Another granddaughter POOH! You said she would have a girl! I miss you, I miss being able to call you and tell you these celebrations!I miss our “ you are my biggest fan”conversations and “you are so beautiful “ voices!I miss the competition between me and your “twin”on who you loved more! In our lil secret,it was me! lol! I found more of your pics and videos and in the process of your next memorial piece! I miss the spot you consumed in my life and heart Pooh!Theres neva gonna be another you my POOH!
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh another day without you! I know you and Hulk are together! Runnin and at the fishin holes of heaven! We see your little signs and balls of light all thru the house! Thank you for being so strong you can still show us you are here with us! I miss you so much!
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh,you are so ever present! Tears still flow daily without you! You used to tell me that I knew you better than you knew yourself! At times 8 wish that wasn’t true! Legacy Ajani Maelee,will be 2 soon! Oh how I wish you were with them two beautiful girls!We were blessed to choose her name and I’ve the many letters we wrote to one another to prove what her name truly means! She was named proud and it’s so gut wrenching you arent with Legacy and Siona as their mother! I miss you and will forever until my last breath represent you my Pooh! I read your letter where you started your future story! You were discussing walking into your own place,being a mother to both your daughters,being a wife,and sober!Oh how I wish you coulda experienced what you truly desired! I know you are with me! I see your face and smile and hear your many different voices,and you are my sunshine and “oh mi gootnessss”! We all miss you so much pooh
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! I keep saying I miss you! I do! The pain doesn’t stop! I know you surround me! I dream of you all the time and catch every one of your lil signs you send! Keep shining my Pooh!I know you are with the legends of the Foxx and Taylor family and so much better than we are right now! Until we meet again,keep being ever present Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! I miss you so much! The pain is so real and it never gets any easier! I wait on you to call! I see you and hear you everywhere!Im so sorry my Pooh! We were supposed to watch you walk into your own house and raise Legacy and Siona! You were suppose to get married and live my POOH! You are suppose to be here! I pray for your mother and Legacy and Siona and your siblings everyday! Wish,they could know my love for you! I would have never let anyone hurt you and I promised you that! You are my Pooh forever and nothing or no one can take that bond from me POOH!Wish you got all that prison time and you would still be here! I love you! Keep shinin,keep singin,and keep showin up!
- Tracey Foxx

Another day without you! I keep counting as if you are going to miraculously call or walk thru the door!Everyday is a memory of you!This time last year,we were planning for Siona and placing you in a program for mothers with children! We were on video all day everyday almost! The closer August gets here, the more my heart aches! Siona will be 1 and I will forever miss her and you!I know she is well loved and adored! Just hurts so bad Pooh!I love and miss you and cannot write thru the tears! Forever my Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh,Easter is over! Siona’s first Easter! And our first without you! Last year you were watching all the kids run ramped in our yard collecting eggs! I miss you and have a memory from everyday with you for the last couple of years! It angers and devastates me to read our letters,texts,watch our videos,to know you aren’t able to make new memories, you are not here to ease my crazy ways! I miss you! I know you are with those girls of yours! I pray they had a beautiful Easter! I miss and love you my F**kPOOH!
- Tracey Foxx

Just got done lighting your candles my Pooh! I miss you more and more everyday!I love and miss you so much my Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

Another day,again,without you! It’s so hard to face every single day knowing you aren’t in it! I miss our every morning coffee sessions and the latest gossip,song,or your newest crush! You are forever present and I miss you so much more than the day before!I love you Pooh!
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! Another day without you! 6 months and it gets harder! I read our daily journals and reminisce on all our crazy memories! I just miss you! We would finish each others sentences,cried,laughed,hurt! We did it all together the last year of your life! Thank you for allowin* me to support,love and trust you!you were genuinely in your transformation Pooh! There’s never gonna be another you! Twin is doing the motorcycle memorial for you! When we ride,I constantly talk to you! Honestly,I talk to you everywhere,all the time! I miss you so much
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh! I can’t ever put the words on here the way I feel the pain daily! I light your candles ,they burn all day and night! I have your pictures everywhere and every thought is you! This isn’t real still! I’ve put you on every memorial site there is and I still can’t find the peace,the justice in your being gone! I will forever carry you with me and will represent you to the day I join you! This time last year,we were laughing and joking on the video about Siona kicking and moving inside of you! You were glowing and so secure within yourself! We were so proud of you Pooh! You are and will forever be my best friend! Forever 25 and 143’s my Pooh
- Tracey Foxx

I miss you my Pooh! I hear your voice daily and see all your lil signs! I love you so much! There’s a memory for every little and big moment we ever had and I cherish every moment!
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh,another day and no you! It’s not right! You are supposed to be here with us! All I can do is remember our conversations! I hate you not being here! I’m angry your daughters won’t have you with them! Your hearts desires were those two little girls!And you were so beautiful as a mother Pooh! Seeing you hold and love Siona was the best feeling ever! You craved her and showed her your love the best you could! I will forever love you Desiree! Nothing is ever going to be the same again my Pooh! I see you in everything we do! Fly high and sing louder my Pooh! You are the sunshine in every moment! A honey bee flew right into my eye yesterday and I knew it was a little sign from you! Missing you ,losing you,is the hardest thing I’ve had to accept,along with giving Siona to your mother!I knew that’s what you wanted..for Legacyand Siona to be together!As a woman,and one that loved you,I couldn’t keep her away from your mother and siblings or Legacy! I will forever carry on your name!
- Tracey Foxx

Thank you for always showing us you surround us! I got your 3;POOH tattoo! Crazy how when you left us ,you were 3 you,Legacy and Siona! 3 was on your face so now I wear your 3!Your beauty radiates thru our house POOH!I miss and love you so much!
- Tracey Foxx

I can’t describe how much I miss you!We carry you with us everyday,everywhere! Thank you for your lil signs daily! We love you POOH!
- Tracey Foxx

I love and miss you my pooh
- Tracey foxx

I know you are with us everyday my Pooh!I miss you so much!I love you my Pooh
- Tracey Foxx

I miss you so much Pooh , this time last year we were on the phone everyday! You would be videoing Siona and about to come home! There isnt one moment that I don’t think of you! I know you are with me!I love you so much Dessi Pooh
- Tracey foxx

Oh my Pooh,how I miss you!Thismday last year was the last hug,last “mommy ,imma make it,thank you for allowing me to be me”,all the things that you wanted and were striving to be ,I will never see you succeed,be the woman God intended! The woman I believed in and loved so much! You are ever present in our lives! Fly high my Pooh!Missing you!
- Tracey Foxx

I carry you everywhere with me Dessi Pooh! I miss your laugh and excitement to talk to me everyday! I have a letter from you for everyday of the week!I reread them over and over again!I watch our videos all the time and I post something to you everyday! I just miss you and will forever love you
- Tracey Foxx

Another year has come and gone! Pooh I’m not the same! Wishing on you hurts!I look at your videos and represent you to the fullest! There’s a memory for every day you were with me! I pray for Legacy and Siona everyday my Pooh! I miss you,we all do! Fly high our baby…you will never be forgotten!
- Tracey Foxx

Miss you so much Dessi POOH! I remember everything about you! Nothing is the same and never will be!I love you so much
- Tracey Foxx

Pooh,we sent you up some balloons for Valentine’s Day! I love and miss you so much!Nothing is the same and it won’t ever be!
- Tracey Foxx

Thank you my Pooh for the gift you sent our way! No matter what I will always hold our soul tie,our immense bond close to my heart!
- Tracey Foxx